Tuesday, January 17, 2012
{9:30 PM}
Saturday, December 03, 2011
Off to far far away.
{5:36 AM}
Monday, September 12, 2011
Yay,
l'amour toujour, Alston (:
{11:39 PM}
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
it's painful, very painful.
your words, though seemed playful,
it's still as sharp as a knife.
you don't mean it I know,
but, it just seemed to break up the barrier of my sensitive heart.
I am weak inside, I know
I cannot seem to treat those words as just something...
that you didn't mean.
I gave hints to show my hurt,
yet you couldn't pick any up.
continue to say things,
which will rip me apart.
Will you understand me?
no you won't.
because I am just a complicated, stupid boy with a small brain
{10:59 PM}
what is fate?
is it a human? is it a mystical force?
why does it loves to play with people's feeling?
does it feel satisfied from doing that?
and see the people whom it affects suffer?
Fate has always been appearing in my mind,
I've always thought that it was a perfect bond,
a bond that 2 lovers share,
a string that ties people together.
but that is just the tip of the iceberg.
fate is not as perfect as what I thought it to be!
for every love it creates, It destroy one
for every happy mind it creates, it saddens another
and every heart it fulfills, it makes fun of another.
I am asking you now, who or what are you fate.
why must you torture me so much?
giving me hope one day, yet shattering it again in the most fashionable way
fate oh fate, I plead and I pray,
please stop toying with my feeling.
please show me the way
and please, stop torturing me
{10:51 PM}
